I always dream that we'll be happily married when I'm 26 years old. Dream's shattered. I feel that I'm restricted from doing whatever I've been wishing to do. Why?! Why can't I enjoy my life. Life's isn't all about love. It's how you're going to make yourself enjoy it. I'm leaving you for good. It will be best for the both of us. A little unbearable, but I have to be strong with my decision. Goodbye my love. I need a break for now. I need space to breathe fresh air.

Still, I miss you.

7 beautiful months flying away.
Locking them in the box labelled "It's all about you!"

Your birthday's on this Sat and it's also our 8th month anniversary!
Happy birthday to you in advance.
Goodbye to the anniversaries.
You have all my blessing in whatever you gonna do.

Love is like taking a bus. A wrong bus might not bring you to your desired destination but at least you seen the beautiful scenery that past you by , be happy it happened.

*on a little note:
Pictures of my cousin's wedding is with me & also Maman's birthday celebration pics. But i cant seem to upload them now. something's wrong with the blogger uploading system. worse of all, i cant upload into my friendster account too. i'll try it again.

My cousin, Wendy & I

Myself & my darling, KeJia AKA Sherraine

Waiting for my Bro to fetch us & my family to the hotel.

Saturday - Went to dear's place before heading down to his Cousin's Wedding. Went up to his Cousin's place for buffet & the "Jing Cha" session at 10am. Then went to his place to have a short nap before headng down to the dinner. No pictures taken!

Sunday - Was staying over at dear's place last night. He had gone to work in the morning. And here I am at kejia's place. Going for dinner before going home. School's startin tomm. Am kinda excited but also relunctant as there are lots of work to do.

BOO!

i know that if i'm gonna continue to type for this entry, i will not complete whatever i want to finish before i go to bed later.

i gonna ............. FUCK CARE !

okay, so that we a lil violence going on in my head.

i was a lil angry with myself. cos i have not get this month's SEVENTEEN.

a lil bored here, at home.

I'm feeling much better. Most thankful to MISS TEE KEJIA, SHERRAINE! Thanks for accompanying to the KTV last night. I know you were shocked to see me falling alseep, but I was too tired trying to convince myself to you-know-la. HAHA!

Sadly, a week of holidays are over. Another is starting, or have started (since it's after 12).

No more of playing. No more of slacking. I have to finish doing all that I want to do, including my homework & projects.

Most importantly, NO MORE OF 'TOO-MUCH-SLEEPING". Have been sleeping like a sleeping buddah (Translated from Hokkien). LOL!

Till Friday, I have to attend my Cousin's wedding and Saturday, my boyfriend's Cousin's Wedding. Guess I have to do a little last minute shopping.

Have to go to school tomm to meet up with my Marketing group mates to do a little on the project. I somehow miss school - the girls, the fun. I miss you girls!

See ya'al lovelies.

After these few days of being fever, something keep making me wondering - Did the high temperature of my fever, damage my brain?

I somehow feel that I'm a different person. And my 5 senses are all numb. I don't really know what am I doing.

I'm so afraid.
I'm scared.

Sigh!

I want my old self back.

I DON'T WANT THIS CLARA !

That's all for today !

The friendly Prata Uncle, Lurve. (he claims that's his name! LOL!)

Saturday

Met up with Pauline at Bugis. Shopped around at Bugis Village and bought some clothes. As usual, spent a bomb!

Having a headache now.

Hopefully it will be gone by tomm morning, as I have got to report to work.

GOODNIGHT!

The collage. The girls. The fun.

I must say that school's been great with all the crazy girls around. Hang out before, during & after lessons, break time and also shopping sprees and chilling out sesions coming up during the term break. YAYNESS!

"You must enjoy your poly life," said my bro.

I really have to. I guess i'll miss it once poly life's over for me, like how much i'm missing my secondary school days now. I miss the teachers, i miss the mugging period in the canteen, i miss how much patience the teachers had for my class (the naughty class), and a lot more of misses.

Tomm's Business Communication ICA2 - Informative Speech.

All the best to me.

Enjoy your weekends !

I heard from Pauline that she was dignosed with something called Cornea Ulcer. As a result, there will be a substance in your eyes due to wearing contact lens too many times or perhaps for too long. After hearing this, I am a lil worried for my boyfriend. He is wearing contact lens everyday. My aim is to save up money to get him a new pair of specs so that he can wear it out too. The specs that he's wearing now (only at home) is spoilt. It's with only one side of the "stick" that hooks onto your ear. Look like geek la! HAHA!

I was so tired this afternoon that after coming back home from school, I went to my bed straight away. Slept till 11pm and saw my Aunt & Uncle at my place talking to my dad about some Income Tax thingy. Went to bathe and did some washing of clothes. Nothing much to do today, just that I have to do my speech research and a lil of my webpage which is due on Monday.

We received our Business Communication ICA1 results. It's bad. I scored 26/50 - just passed. Kind of down at that point of time. I thought I could do better :( Apart from this, there's an issue that made me and my buddies unhappy was SHE is so MEAN. She scored well, i agree, but she doesn't have to go around asking people and show off her marks. My buddies, including me, scored either border marks or even failed. After which, it just made us both angry and down. Angry because she did that and down because we couldn't believe that we had achieved that marks.

As a result, I will work doubly hard on my ICA2 which is next week.